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Age: 18 (290393)
School: ITE College Central Bishan
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Wednesday, February 29, 2012 @ 10:00 PM
I guess, February isn't my month after all. I really facing alot of crucial times right now but all i can do now is to have faith and moving on. Oh ya and Lady Gaga is coming to Singapore for the 3rd time but I'm not able to go to her concert 'cause I don't have enough money yet and the Tickets was sold out within 3 to 4 hours!! Dafuq right? anyway enough said, its not that some miracle can happen right? one step closer?
Tuesday, February 14, 2012 @ 2:31 PM
 I finally know what's my New Year Resolutions ! It took me awhile but hey, I finally know it . 1) Grab All The Opportunity 2) Stable On Finance 3) Maintain Healthy Life Style ahahah ! those are my 2012 Resolutions .. x) Enjoy your 2012 ..
Tuesday, January 24, 2012 @ 10:48 AM
 Apparently, this year not celebrating Chinese New Year . Oh well ' This week start off great but as usual, problems here and there .. Finally, I've watch Jack & Jill. thanks to a few of my friends specially shoutout to my best friend Abby even though she does not aware that i have a blog. carry on, I felt so happy that .. people have been compliment me =) 'cause I posted a picture of myself on Facebook in this 'Emo' group. and they were complimenting me but some of them were hating on me. It's okay, I not gonna let some hateful comment bring me down right? ahaha .. Be Positive man!  anyway .. lately, I've been so disturbed by my own thoughts . I kept thinking & trying to distract myself from that but I can't .. I don't even know what is the right thing to do I guess, i will write until here . til then .. God, please help me .
@ 10:37 AM
Such a Lovely Couple .
Saturday, January 21, 2012 @ 8:08 AM
I am going through alot of things right now .. I don't know how to handle the situation other than smile my way through. I really need to tell someone, I need to express it but I'm just to afraid. Truth be told, i need to let my feeling out but I don't want to hurt anyone's feeling or thinking that i am too selfish. God, why did you put me in this situation? But I know you trust and have faith in me that I can do it. benefits for me or others?
Friday, December 30, 2011 @ 6:18 AM
I kind of miss the past ... I mean, the past and the path you choose was the one who make, Who You Are Today . right? I wish i could travel back in time to see what i did in the past . It like what they say, childhood moment was the best because no one judge you. but when you grew older people become so judgmental . I don't understand, why must they judge or degrade other people so much? Does people misery bring them joy? If that's the case, maybe I should give them their own medicine. Human should not judge other people of how to live their life because we all come in a different family background. I really hate it when my cousins or relative start to judge me. That's just pisses me off! If i could, i just want to shout, " Who The Hell You Think You Are?! " I mean i don't tell you how to live your life did i? why must you comment on my life? Seriously, I just wish that I could give them a piece of my mind BUT ... I can't because I was taught to Respect other People . I can't disappoint my parents and be rude to people just because of my emotion right? All I wanted to do is To Make My Parents Proud & Proof To Them That I Am Not That Weak Child That They Thought I was . I Love My Family Even Though I Don't Really Show It
Sunday, December 25, 2011 @ 9:52 AM
We were playing Moment Of Truth And I asked what's the first impression My Classmate in Bishan told me this . " Rif, the first time when i or we saw you. You are quite rather attractive but then when we hear you talked and your expression all come out then we know you are quite soft too " Well, maybe that why all my EXs leave me? because I'm too soft? But if that's the case, they should know me well first before breaking my heart. =( Oh well, that was in the past. At least now I know Thanks to my IO2 Classmate <3 . Love you guys so much I shared this piece of info. with my BFF and he kinda think this through abit but slightly agreed to what I said. Honestly, I don't ask for this.
@ 9:40 AM
 I have a very high energy for today and yesterday, Xmas Eve. maybe because it is like a Red-Day for me! ahahaha I love it so much, it is like i get my energy from the colour red. It brings me so hyper. anyways, today i met up with my friend and went to visit my friend aliff at the hospital because he was admitted . after that around 7+ we went back to tampines and go shopping on Xmas gift 'cause my friend ariffin and myself need to do a Xchange gift later this week. after that we head to airport to sent our friend Shafenaz to dubai for 1month. awww! hope she gonna have loads of fun 'cause she is not gonna attend school for 2 week after the school re-open. Fun right? I hope i got that kind of luck, oh well ? after that we went home, the winx club went home together and separated at pasir ris. then me and my BFF went home together and had a catchup session. Haizz .. I guess that was okay for Xmas day uh? C'ya then ... =)
Tuesday, December 20, 2011 @ 10:15 AM
let start by saying everyone has a UPs & DOWNs . for me .. I'm still quite unclear of myself This thursday on 22nd of December 2011, I'm suppose to go oversea with my friends. So today I had to ask my parents for permission . So did and they turn my down. they say no to any solution i tried to explain . they just wouldn't want to listen to me. No I'm not complaining because I'm a teenager. I know that at this age of being a teenager many people don't get us but something about my parent really had me thinking this much .. I just could still remember when I was young, i always been bullied by my cousins, brothers for being too soft =(( .. among the whole family, i'm the only one whose been bullied so badly until today it still haunt me ='( I just kept it to myself until i grow old. I never speak of this to anyone not even my parents. why not my parent? because they should be the one protecting me when i was being bullied but no they just sat there and think that i was gonna be okay. when they called me name, i looked at my mum with the tears in my SOUL . as my own parent didn't even stood for me . but it's okay. I learnt how to be strong as i grow older. when other kids play catching and have fun. of cuz I played a few time but most of the time I was always told to stay home because of my asthmatic =( sometime i'm so sick and tired of this shit . but whatever it is, I'm still loyal to my parent even though they do such things to me. I'm aware that I'm not the only one who is going through all of this. I thank god of what i have and what i've been through.
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