Feb, just wasn't the month for me .

Hopefully March is .
I'm counting on you March, you never fail me !
God please make March a Month for me =((

I got so many things in my head '

First of all, My School !
If ya'll didn't know, I quit my current course due to some reason ' Now I'm currently appealing for another course @ ITE Bishan . I know it's far from where I live but I don't care ! For what is worth is that I get That Course !! I still want to school ! =((

Second, Family Matters .
I know- I know .. I not even gonna dragg about this 'cause I know that everyone has a Family Issue '

Third, Love
That includes Friendship / Family / Relatives & So on ..

Lastly, My Health Issue
As you knw, I got Asthma .. That isn't really a problem for me 'cause I've been handling that since I was young .
Recently I found out that I've been getting a Headache / Migraine quite lot, I just scared that I got something like Brain Tumors .

Then I this bums or something keep sticking out from my right leg . I'm really worried I'm scared that I have to amputate my leg . =((

I know that I've done alot of Sins of God please forgive me for I'm only a Human ='(
Sometimes every night I think back, Do i really deserve to get all this ?

I know that some of my friends doesn't know about this problem that I've kept '
Even if they know and trying to cheer me up, I appreciate that but I still gotta face this alone .
I'm sure that they'll understand and not make it into such a big deal and create problems, 'Cause if they do then I'll just gotta add that into my list =(

Honestly, I did not get much sleep lately .. thinking about all this stuff, I guess no one can understand how I felt .
I guess I got not enough energy or I'm tired because of the Sleeping problems .

If this is god way to punish me so Be It '
I just would like to say that .
I love everyone '