Tuesday, February 24, 2009 @ 8:22 AM
Come to school with a bad headache .
Seriously got no mood to study, juz sit there & pretend that I care .
During English lesson, my form teacher saw a slash / slit on my arms .. straight away he dragged me outside & council me .
talked about alot of stuff . I almost cried when he spoke about this particular topic but I hold on to my tears.
I scold alot of vulgarities to keep release myself from the pain .
There's alot more but let stop here .
Monday, February 23, 2009 @ 1:37 AM
Dear Sub-Conscious, I really hate myself strting the 13 & 23 of a month . I don't know why I keep feeling this emotion where by people around me think that I'm USELESS / COUNTLESS / LOSER. I tried to stay positive but I can't. Negative still haunt me. Yesterday some one kept me thinking of this question .
" LOVE [[People Around You]] is just like a soap , Just when you think you got the hang of it , It slips away "
Soon after I come realise that, That QUESTION is worth thinking . I actually took the time thinking of that question. While I was thinking , thoughts and thoughts strt to entering my mind & I'm strting to become depressed as more negative thoughts enter inside my mind.
During that moment, I was really upset & of coz you know when people get upset there's alot of silly things they did right ?
Let stop here .
Signing Off , RiF
Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 1:09 AM
This week , my school is a Camp Week . Soo every level are to attend the camp or courses ..
well for me , my class have to attend some motivational courses the whole week !!
on thursday , we went to ShaTec to visit & went to 18 Chefs to eat our lunch !!! I suggest that you should try go there , the restaurant is GREAT ! Located at East Point .
except on friday , We went to East Coast Park for CIP & Class Bonding . It was awwsome !!
My Co-form teacher treat my class to eat at Mc.Donalds ..
Thx Miss Marina .
[[ Miss Marina & Us ]]
[[ Our Motivator ]]
[[ The Four GodFather & 18' Chefs Crew ]]
[[ Signing on 18' Chefs Glass Wall ]]
Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 2:42 AM
Went to sentosa just to collect some BROCHURES for my Coursework .
Went into the Images Of Singapore along the way .
And btw , it's a great day fer valentine too .
Tuesday, February 10, 2009 @ 6:23 AM
FUCK You Afnan & His Fucking Broken Paw Thx For The Torn Shirt !
Monday, February 09, 2009 @ 2:50 AM
Today technically, today I had my 2.4km test [[Practice only ]] Soo damn sway !! cause I'm not ready to run due to my shoes it has a torn !! lol'' But i just run anyway .. After P.E , alot of my friend told me that my hair colour was pretty DAMN OBVIOUS!! I went to the toilet wetten my hair & comb it in a way that it's not that obvious .
PS: My form teacher is under grooming stuff .. Soo he's pretty strick bout our appreance .
Soon after it was my last lesson of the day , which is CME , my form teacher is taking over .
I'm getting nervous den suddenly he look at me . But then he called one of my bestie " Hatta" cause he's hair was long, He said to me that if he gets caught again, he's going to tell the teacher bout my hair as well " zzz".. I guess that my form teacher trust me cause I told him before that I got a chinese Blood Soo i can't really do anything bout it =P . Soo I'm guessing he's holding me Responsible for my own actions.
After school , my friend & I chill . 1 uncle offered us 2 plates of Nasi Berani . o.o !! Without thinking , We say Yes ! lol '' hmm .. I guess that's it . BYE !!
Yesterday Me & my bestie [[Firzz]] went out to study . At first we bought a bubble tea and settle down under a void deck . Then somehow Firzz cannot concentrate and invite me to go to his house and study there . Then I just say Yes ..
Soo we have fun in his house , his mother & father were out . We played the keyboard & guitar . I finished my homework while Firzz cannot finish his cause he SLACK alot. He thought a few songs on the keyboard & i thought him some chords on the guitar . Went home bout 8+
Thursday, February 05, 2009 @ 7:46 AM
- Wake up & Bath
- Go to school
- Take math TA1
- Chilling after school until 4+
- Sleep until 7+
- Woke up , spend time with my family & watch tv
- Play Computer
- Creating a VampireFreaks Acct .
- Blogging
- Back to Bed .
Tuesday, February 03, 2009 @ 6:44 AM
Hey Guy's !! Wassup !?
Today Sucks Big Time !! Cause it's CCA Day which happen every tuesday , so the gate will not be open until 4.45pm . So that means all of us in school MUST go for our CCA .
But of course my friend & I intend to skip our CCA & chill some where around the school . My teacher in-charge of my CCA must be looking everywhere for me .. ZzZzz ''
Here's some of the picture we took while hanging out and waiting for the gate to open !
Sunday, February 01, 2009 @ 8:45 AM
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