Thursday, September 30, 2010 @ 8:26 PM
" I'll spread my wings And I'll learn how to fly Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye I gotta take a risk Take a chance Make a change And breakaway "
Wednesday, September 22, 2010 @ 5:30 AM
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Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls |
" I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is Over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye "
Thursday, September 16, 2010 @ 8:03 AM
" How Can I Live With Myself, Knowing That I Let The Love Go "
Problems After Problems .. Got Enough problems at home Now outside problems ?
I'm like killing myself from the inside
I had enough of DISCRIMINATION at Home !
The Only Reason Why I Went Out Alot Is 'Cause My Friends knows me well !
But Now, Slowing I can see that I'm losing 'em due to my Attitude ? Personality ? Appearance ?
The Reason Why I Didn't Speak Up Is 'Cause .. I Can't ! I'm too WEAK ! I know What's Bad And Good .. I got my own Loyalty & I Respect Everyone, I Do Especially my Mother, even though she doesn't understand me I just listen to her 'cause She's the reason I'm here ! I Work Because of her ! I can just ignore and say NO But I Didn't ! I NEVER Shout at her before ! All Because, I Love Her
I'm the type of person who willing to Risk It All Up For Someone I Truly Love . I know I should Win For My Heart first, But I can't ! Oke? I Can't ! I was Grown up this way ! To always be considerate ! Don't Think About Myself !
And I Grown Up To HOLD MY Promises ! I will NEVER have the Tendency To Break the Promise I Made . Someone told me that if you wanna break that promise .. then just go to the person and Change the promise, So You won't BREAK the promise but you Change it or You Stop it .
If You think I'm just being to EMOtional here, then you're right ! I am ! That's because I got no where to turn too ! My friends ? Not always contactable .. Even if they are, I'm not gonna dragg my life story to them 'Cause They got their PROBLEMS as well ..
My relative ? Not as often contactable ..
My Siblings ? Don't wanna strt about it !
My Parents ? Reply like every parents should to talk to their children . + I don't share my problems to my family ..
I'm not like most of the of the people .. Express it to other people .. or Attention Seeker As If THEY ARE THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS ! or Writting STATUS
The Only Way I Get To Express Myself Is Through Blogging & Some other ways ..
Even By Blogging, I'm not able to release all Expression .
I can't go on any further =(( I Just would like to say, If I'm the 'cause of problems in your life .. I would like to apologies . 'Cause I'm not Perfect =( I will walk out from your life if you tell me too
Now, I'm trying to makes things right .. Which is Bad, I'm gonna put a stop to it . I'm just trying to Straighten My Life Back . No one can do it for me .. I gotta do it for my own .
I'm Sorry .. L0ve Imperfection .
Tuesday, September 07, 2010 @ 11:10 AM
Keep asking people weather I should cut my hair or not ..
Most of them said ' YES ' ..
Well actually, it's up to me To me, my fringe is getting pretty annoying 'Cause it's unstable .. -__-
Since my family is not at home, So It's Time For Me To Chop-Chop !
I straighten my hair and grab clips, comb and razor then Off To Trimming !
I didn't cut much, Just Trim my fringe and lenght and cut off the FRIZZY Hairr -__- Really Annoyiing !
Now, I'm enjoying my hair 'Cause I don't have to look like retarded people which keep on pulling my hair to the back .. =DD
Monday, September 06, 2010 @ 1:11 AM
In Every Relationship, You Gotta Make A Sacrifice
You know what? It kinda hurt me when you said that I was trying to Pretend to be a Gentleman 'Cause I wasn't ..
That's Who I Am .. That's my Human Nature towards Girls ..
Actually, Deep in my heart I Love You ..
Everytime when I hug you, I just wouldn't want to let go of you 'Cause I'm afraid that you might fall in others arms .. Looks like It's too late for that ..
I know your LOVE for me is TRUE, I can sense it
Remember the day when we first hangout together ? Then we had breakfast together the next morning ?
Every Kiss That I Release To You Is My Form Of Love * Care * Happiness
I never met anyone like you before .. I can Swear, Not even my Ex's could top what you've shown to me .. Even though we meet recently, I feel that I'm Comfortable with you
Lastly, I want to say .. Remember our Promise we made in the Bus 67 ?
I hope you would understand why I'm starting to disappearing away from your eyes .. Instead of Winning This Battle, I prefer making PEACE .. By Making Peace Sacrifice have to be made my dear ..
I'm just sick and tired about my past .. Keep blaming me for things .. Before it happen again, I'm making things much easier .
I'm Sorry for Saying Such Things But I Still Love You ..
What ever it is, I'll Be There .. Your One AWESOMEPANTS <33 ..
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