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Thursday, September 16, 2010 @ 8:03 AM
 " How Can I Live With Myself, Knowing That I Let The Love Go " Problems After Problems .. Got Enough problems at home Now outside problems ? I'm like killing myself from the inside I had enough of DISCRIMINATION at Home ! The Only Reason Why I Went Out Alot Is 'Cause My Friends knows me well ! But Now, Slowing I can see that I'm losing 'em due to my Attitude ? Personality ? Appearance ? The Reason Why I Didn't Speak Up Is 'Cause .. I Can't ! I'm too WEAK ! I know What's Bad And Good .. I got my own Loyalty & I Respect Everyone, I Do Especially my Mother, even though she doesn't understand me I just listen to her 'cause She's the reason I'm here ! I Work Because of her ! I can just ignore and say NO But I Didn't ! I NEVER Shout at her before ! All Because, I Love Her I'm the type of person who willing to Risk It All Up For Someone I Truly Love . I know I should Win For My Heart first, But I can't ! Oke? I Can't ! I was Grown up this way ! To always be considerate ! Don't Think About Myself ! And I Grown Up To HOLD MY Promises ! I will NEVER have the Tendency To Break the Promise I Made . Someone told me that if you wanna break that promise .. then just go to the person and Change the promise, So You won't BREAK the promise but you Change it or You Stop it . If You think I'm just being to EMOtional here, then you're right ! I am ! That's because I got no where to turn too ! My friends ? Not always contactable .. Even if they are, I'm not gonna dragg my life story to them 'Cause They got their PROBLEMS as well .. My relative ? Not as often contactable .. My Siblings ? Don't wanna strt about it ! My Parents ? Reply like every parents should to talk to their children . + I don't share my problems to my family .. I'm not like most of the of the people .. Express it to other people .. or Attention Seeker As If THEY ARE THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS ! or Writting STATUS The Only Way I Get To Express Myself Is Through Blogging & Some other ways .. Even By Blogging, I'm not able to release all Expression . I can't go on any further =(( I Just would like to say, If I'm the 'cause of problems in your life .. I would like to apologies . 'Cause I'm not Perfect =( I will walk out from your life if you tell me too Now, I'm trying to makes things right .. Which is Bad, I'm gonna put a stop to it . I'm just trying to Straighten My Life Back . No one can do it for me .. I gotta do it for my own . I'm Sorry .. L0ve Imperfection . 
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