Tuesday, December 20, 2011 @ 10:15 AM
let start by saying everyone has a UPs & DOWNs . for me .. I'm still quite unclear of myself This thursday on 22nd of December 2011, I'm suppose to go oversea with my friends. So today I had to ask my parents for permission . So did and they turn my down. they say no to any solution i tried to explain . they just wouldn't want to listen to me. No I'm not complaining because I'm a teenager. I know that at this age of being a teenager many people don't get us but something about my parent really had me thinking this much .. I just could still remember when I was young, i always been bullied by my cousins, brothers for being too soft =(( .. among the whole family, i'm the only one whose been bullied so badly until today it still haunt me ='( I just kept it to myself until i grow old. I never speak of this to anyone not even my parents. why not my parent? because they should be the one protecting me when i was being bullied but no they just sat there and think that i was gonna be okay. when they called me name, i looked at my mum with the tears in my SOUL . as my own parent didn't even stood for me . but it's okay. I learnt how to be strong as i grow older. when other kids play catching and have fun. of cuz I played a few time but most of the time I was always told to stay home because of my asthmatic =( sometime i'm so sick and tired of this shit . but whatever it is, I'm still loyal to my parent even though they do such things to me. I'm aware that I'm not the only one who is going through all of this. I thank god of what i have and what i've been through.
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